LOST?????

The fear of losing taking me over

Or have I lost already?

The battle I thought I would win, the battle I thought I would be hailed for my victory..

What is happening?

Am I losing it again?

Am I questioning myself again over it?

Why do I see my black clouds taking over my eyes..

Where are the rainbows and sunshine..?

No No!!! NO!!!

Why do I expect the best, when I know it is all the worst that will come

Where is the ray of hope I been clinging to for years…

Why are sleepless nights, wet pillows filled with tears o’ mine, coming back to me?

Why am I shedding a tear now, why, when I know I have done my part and should be leaving now..

Oh Time, let you come and finish me for once, instead of piercing every second…